I cried myself to sleep the whole night last night.and it didn't help at all.

I have been feeling so uneasy,confused,upset,scared and worried.all at the same time!it's really painful and sad just thinking about it.and whenever i wanna talk to someone,just anyone,about it,i just can't.and besides,my bestest girlfriends are all busy.nothing is the same anymore!

I hate this so much!i hate everything i'm feeling right now.even while i'm typing at this very moment i feel like bursting into tears!i have never felt this way before and i'm not sure how i'm ever going to overcome this.everything to me now is just a disaster.at first i thought i was doing so well in college.but while i'm enjoying it,unintentionally i tend to forget about everything else around me.and when i think about those things i feel the guilt and pain.it really hurts.the worst part of it all is,i need a shoulder to cry on but i don't know who to approach.the more i think about it,the more i get scared.i don't want anything to change!i don't want anything to happen!

Victoria.
Alive since December 1988.
Hyper and irritating ever since.
Family and friends are her ultimate possesions she holds dearly in her heart.
Eeyore is her favourite donkey.
She's random.
She despises negativity.

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