Just Listen.

Sunday, January 29

For the past 2 hours,i've been dealing with pictures and only pictures.the minute i switched on the computer,i started uploading pics from my camera.then i checked my inbox and found out i received pics from my college mates.so then i decided to send the pics i took, to them since i promised anyway.after that i remembered kristyn telling me she wanted all the pictures of yesterday and during ben's party.so i sent it to her.just when i thought i was done,i remembered su wen telling me to send some pictures to her as well.and then i remembered photobucket.haha!until now,the pictures that i've added to lin-dy's photobucket is still uploading.

Yesterday was so fun in college!all the M2 students wore red yesterday.see how cooperative we are.when we were at college,we realized we weren't the only ones that planned to wear red.our subject teachers also wore red!!they're such a sport.even our LAN classmates wore red!haha!many pictures were taken yesterday.we even took with our teachers!too bad i didn't bring my camera so my friends e-mailed me the pics.hehe.thanks!

My dad's friends came over for dinner yesterday.after dinner,mummy drove me to the curve to meet my friends.before leaving,li-mae called to ask us to go for the mamak session the guys from our bus stop were having.we turned her down since it was more important to spend time with ben and vannie who are leaving in a few days.sorry li-mae!!when i arrived,i found out that lin-dy and shamay had gone for a major shopping spree before dinner.u should've seen what they bought.just give them more time and they would've bought more than they could possibly afford!crazy man!we were supposed to go to red box but decided not to after we found out the price.it was RM55++ per person ok?!who on earth would be willing to pay that price?!not me that's for sure.after discussing,the 9 of us headed back to justin's place to play playstation,chat and just chill.i felt so tired and almost slept on justin's sofa while the rest just talked and played.and the best part of it was that justin's parents and bro were out!so we had the freedom to make as much noise as we wanted!haha..but eventually they came back.btw,justin's sofa is so comfortable!

Throughout the last 2 hours or so,we talked,took pictures,and just played games.we played this game called 'big fish,small fish'.we got bored of it after a while.raof went all hyper after that game though.haha!dunno why.then,we played the number game that was invented recently.it was isa's and his classmates idea,so i heard.we tried to aim at the highest number we could possibly shout but unfortunately we failed!we just kept on shouting the same number at the same time!in the end the highest number we managed to say was 7.or 8.sometimes it would just end at 1.haha!!but it was all good.we laughed a lot!

We played the mafia game not long after that.we didn't even complete one round because it was time to go back.so sad.i wish i had the ability to freeze time and to disable all clocks from tick-tocking every precious second just so everyone could have fun without having to worry about the time that is just passing by our lives.

Picture crazy.

TheWindsWhispered@ 6:33 AM

Friday, January 27

This is insane.just when i recently stopped visiting blackboard six,it has been bombarded with notes,announcements and course documents.shit.it's so stressful just lookin at them,what more if i were reading them!i guess i have no choice...sigh.

Today,lin-dy went home early cuz she wasn't feeling well.poor thing.anyway during math studies...

ms. christine: eh,where's lin-dy?
me: uhh..she went home early cuz she wasn't feeling well.
ms. christine: oh.i miss her smiley facela...
me: *smiles*
ms. christine: that girl always smile.

See lin-dy!!she just loves youla.haha!

OH!!!i was in luck today!!i heard 'believe me' twice!!haha!!i guess when u sacrifice once,the reward u get will be doubled.li-mae offered to lend me her earphones to listen to the song on the way home but i declined as i wasn't in the mood.but anyway,i think i'm getting kindda sick with the song.heeee...no offence!

Darn.i envy the students taking the CAT programme.firstly,they're off from tomorrow onwards.secondly,they don't have any holiday homework!unfair!for most of us takin sam,we have tonnes of holiday homework to accomplish on top of our common tests which we're supposed to study for during our 1-week break.and it isn't easy when u're celebrating Chinese New Year at the same time!how i wish i was back in school.hmph!

Another ordinary day.

TheWindsWhispered@ 8:01 PM

Saturday, January 21

The rules/procedures are as follows:The first player of this game starts with five weird habits of yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says You are tagged (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.Here are mine:

1. I tend to point at ppl most of the time when i'm talking to them.
2. I always sleep with my blanket no matter how hot my room is.
3. I say the word "ohmygosh!" ALL the time.i'm sure most of u knew that.hehe..
4. Some ppl think i can't make eye contact when i'm talking to a person.i tend to look somewhere else.
5. The first thing I normally do when i get back home is i wash my hands regardless of where i've been.weird huh?

Dear vannie,shamay,jocelyn,joanna and sheryl.u've been tagged! :p .although i know that some of u might not do it.hehe..

I've been tagged.

TheWindsWhispered@ 1:00 PM

Friday, January 20

We're havin our break now but lin-dy and i have made the effort to sacrifice our break just to do our 'research'.but i'm blogging!!hahaha!oh well.and lin-dy says hi!shit.i have LAN in 40 minutes.

I think Lin-Dy is crazy.she's talkin to the computer as if i don't exist.u should listen to her now.FARNEEE!

Lin-Dy says hi!!!!

TheWindsWhispered@ 5:20 AM

Tuesday, January 17

Words from a friend always bring comfort to the soul.thanks,helena :)

Uhhh...?

TheWindsWhispered@ 3:17 PM

Monday, January 16

I feel much better today.shamay called me and i told her how i really felt about everything.and then kristyn came to my place by surprise and we went for a nice walk and had a chat at the same time.thanks to the both of you :) i appreciate it.

Somehow,now that i have expressed almost everything,it has given me the assurance that nothing will ever change.i really hope so.i never expected myself to take this seriously until now.at this very moment,i'm listening to god-knows-what songs from a cd courtesy of kristyn.thank you!i don't really know whether those were the songs i listened to the other day.but it's kindda nice though.and it isn't WEIRD.it's relaxing.heeee...thank you!

And just to let all of you know.i do NOT and will NEVER want to let go ANYTHING and EVERYTHING i have now.ESPECIALLY my closest friends.

A burden lighter.

TheWindsWhispered@ 1:00 PM

Sunday, January 15

Just great.my sis and i will be home alone today.how boring!arrrgh!this has really made my day.

Alone once again.

TheWindsWhispered@ 8:01 PM

I cried myself to sleep the whole night last night.and it didn't help at all.

I have been feeling so uneasy,confused,upset,scared and worried.all at the same time!it's really painful and sad just thinking about it.and whenever i wanna talk to someone,just anyone,about it,i just can't.and besides,my bestest girlfriends are all busy.nothing is the same anymore!

I hate this so much!i hate everything i'm feeling right now.even while i'm typing at this very moment i feel like bursting into tears!i have never felt this way before and i'm not sure how i'm ever going to overcome this.everything to me now is just a disaster.at first i thought i was doing so well in college.but while i'm enjoying it,unintentionally i tend to forget about everything else around me.and when i think about those things i feel the guilt and pain.it really hurts.the worst part of it all is,i need a shoulder to cry on but i don't know who to approach.the more i think about it,the more i get scared.i don't want anything to change!i don't want anything to happen!

Crying is never the solution.

TheWindsWhispered@ 4:55 PM

Sunday, January 8

With it,i would be out now with a friend.ish.it's too bad i had to turn that invitation down.i wanna drive!i wanna drive so badly i could just sneak out now with my mum's car keys and just drive although i don't know how to.aaargh!i don't give a damn.at least i'll feel better.

Today was just like any other ordinary boring day.despite the fact a bunch of us went to helena's house,everythin else before and after that was just a total bore.u know how boring i am?to keep myself occupied i could just take out my econs text book this very moment and start studyin.seriously,for the past 3 hours i've been trying to do somethin but i gave up cuz i have no clue as to how i'm supposed to do it.i've seeked for help but unfortunately the other party is not online so i guess i'll just have to wait for her reply.*sigh*

I didn't realize chinese new year was approaching until today when i went to the grocery store and saw that they have started selling mandarin oranges!die!!i haven't even bought any new outfits for the occasion.must go get soon.

Freedom.

TheWindsWhispered@ 7:10 PM

Saturday, January 7

hahaha!!!omgosh i have so many things to blog about and i don't even know where to start!

ok...let me blog about my lecturers first!ms chew,my accounting lecturer as well as my mentor.quite boring but a very nice lady though.long winded most of the time.ms prem,my english lecturer.at first,she almost got me killed.she was scary on the first day.she assigned us a presentation to prepare for the next day.we were like "...WHAT!.." but now she's gotten to know us more so she's more open-minded,funny,and sarcastic at times.thank god for that.ms logesh,my specialist maths lecturer.she's the best so far.i liked her ever since she spoke the first word.smiles a lot.only thing about her is she teaches very fast.but not bad.sarcastic too.makes us laugh most of the time.ms christine,my mathematical studies lecturer.also not bad.very sarcastic.we think she's a counsellor because of the way she speaks.slow and clear.cracks jokes all the time.ms goh,my econs lecturer.we thought she was very strict at first.and i thought my life was going to end cuz benny said the same thing.

may:so how're your teachers?
me:all of them damn nice except for one.my econs teacher.
benny:oh my god!!who's your econs teacher?!
benny and i: ms goh!
benny:oh my god!i hate her.yeah.in my class rite,nobody likes her.
me:really?yeah she's quite strict.
benny:damn strict.all my teachers are damn cool except for her.spoil my mood only!

Friends.my classmates are very friendly and very outspoken so i'm kindda glad.besides,i have lindy with me.my class is mainly dominated by catholic high and du students.all smarty pants. which is good,in a way.other people that i've made friends with are from may's tuition,from may's class,justin's church friends,and some were just people whom i just spoke to along the way.

Today,limae and i went to the eca office to checkout the clubs available.not many actually.because of that,my options are very restricted.and i hate to do desicion-making.i guess i'll probably wait until may,lindy,limae,justin,benny,dillon,helena and joanna decide then i'll probably know what the appropriate clubs would be for me to join.

Location wise,taylor's college is a very strategic place.u can get almost anything there.food,books,stationery,cybercafe and so forth.normally,when our classes finish at 3,we would normally meet up with the others and have a drink while we talk about our day in class.the "i love vitagen" bus arrives at 4.10.so we have at least an hour of nothin before we proceed to the bus stop where we will wait impatiently under the hot sun for our "i love vitagen" bus to arrive.but the fun part is most of us are from the same "i love vitagen" bus.so it's kindda cool havin all of your friends in the same "i love vitagen" bus cuz we rarely meet durin breaktimes as it's sometimes different for all of us since we're all takin different courses.

it seems that raof and sarv are havin a blast at adp.they're so relaxed.i envy them.hehe..i met them during lunch today at asia cafe.halfway through..

raof:we're goin upstairs to play pool.
sarv:any of u girls wanna join us?
may:when does ur break end?
sarv:my classes doesn't start till 8am on monday.
me:ohmygosh!i'm so jealous!
sarv:*grins* kay if u guys wanna play pool with us just come upstairs.
may:ok!

Lindy and i have been very kiasu lately.we are normally in class 15 mins early just to get good seats.haha!well,M2 has been known to be a very kiasu class so i guess we have to keep that reputation.hehe...

Anyway,that's it for now.well,college has been fun and exciting so far.i hope it'll remain the same for the next 10 months.i have to go do my homework now.i must finish before lindy!shhh...!!

College is fun.

TheWindsWhispered@ 5:48 PM

Wednesday, January 4

Since i'm free right now,i've decided to post up the prom pics.Feel free to copy it if u want any of 'em,kay? :) Enjoy!

This is the four of us.from left: may,me,helena,vannie

Jay and i. :)

Us girls with our prom dates/boyfriends.

the four guys.from left:jeremy,ben,justin,benny.

Gil and aina.

nazmi and kina.
Note: I have no clue as to how those two pics got into my camera but at least i have more to add to my collection ;)

dhar and i.

may and justin.

ben and helena.

vannie and benny.

jay and i.from left: me,limae,suwen,helena,vannie,may,sharlyn.

justin and the four girls.sarv with van,may,and helena.

sarv and vannie.

sarv and helena.

sarv and may.

sarv and i.

jay and i.

justin and may.

justin and i.

ben and i.

mun hoe and the four girls.(it was his b'day by the way..hehe)

benny and i.

...and this was what sweet jeremy gave me!i tried to prevent the rose from withering but sadly to say,when i went to US it withered eventually.. :(...i'm still keeping the lovely bottle filled with stars though!hehe...

Prom pics.

TheWindsWhispered@ 10:58 AM

Goodbye 2005 and hello 2006!though i've had so many good times and memories last year,i really wish this year would be as good,if not better.

Well,it's a new beginning and a new phase for most of them my age,including me.it's back to being the youngest in college.we're no more in control.not like how we were in high school.but then,i was talkin to a friend of mine 2 days back and she said that her most enjoyable time was during her college life.so i guess it isn't that bad...right?

College isn't what i'm worried about for now.it's the farewells.dammit.i hate to go through it.it's so blardy depressing.especially when the ones who are leaving are the ones u're close to.

Anyway,to all of u who are leaving,u will always be missed and will never be forgotten :)

2006.

TheWindsWhispered@ 8:26 AM